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Look! The flowers! They're really blooming!
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This calls for a celebration! I'll head into town and buy some wine for us, the real good stuff! You just wait right here!
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What? Wait! Please, there's no need to go to all that trouble.
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He waited all this time for it to bloom, only to take off the moment it does. Can you believe it?
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So what? We have nothing but time ahead.
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Really? But ...
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| Pip lowers her voice to just above a whisper.
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But he's nearly 80 years old.
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Hmm? Did you say something?
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Nothing, never mind. I think the sun will set soon.
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You're right. We should rest while it's still shining.
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| Paper Heron stretches out on the revivified grass, and Pip takes a seat beside her.
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Where will you go after this?
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I'm not sure. I've left matters in Huanzhou with a friend, so perhaps it's time I explored somewhere new.
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And you?
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Maybe I'll go home. I still have a lot to learn.
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Actually, I slipped away without telling anyone.
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I suspected as much. You're too young to be out here alone. Your family must be worried about you.
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| Soft blades of grass press against Paper Heron's fingertips, a sign that they're still growing.
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I have another question.
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Go ahead.
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Have you lived a long time?
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The things you mentioned on the way here, the East Port being busy once—they're all from the past.
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And the story of the immortal in Huanzhou dates back nearly two hundred years.
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...
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I'm sorry. It's alright if you don't want to talk about it. Just forget I asked.
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| The wind brushes against Paper Heron's hair.
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That's quite alright. Yes, it's true. Not much gets past you.
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But I didn't intend to. It's hard to explain. Just think of me like the old man's tree. I, too, have suffered a long illness.
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What does it feel like to live for so long?
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Hmm. Well ...
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It doesn't feel so special. When you're ill for a long time, you almost forget what it's like to be well.
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Why call it an illness? Many people dream of living long lives. Even in stories, that's what the Daoists sought.
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You shouldn't believe everything you read in stories!
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And from what books, pray tell, did you find this information?
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Legend of the Getian, The White Horse Immortal: A Tale of Medicine, and Three Years of Strange Dreams: A Collection.
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So Legend of the Getian is still popular, even after two hundred years, eh? I remember a story about a mortal seeking the Way from the Getian clan. He descends the mountain, only to discover that a thousand years have passed.
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Those stories talk of immortals desiring the mortal world or mortals yearning for the immortal realm. At their core, they describe what one cannot attain.
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...
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My senior sister once said that, as a person ages, time seems to speed up.
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I didn't argue then, but deep down, I disagreed.
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When you're young, the blooming and fading of flowers marks a season. That time doesn't change, even decades later. Flowers
still bloom. Seasons still pass. Everything feels just as it did.
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But now, I see she was right.
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The first ten years feel slow. But the next ten are easier to endure.
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After that, the days just pass, one after another.
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| Pip gazes at the sky.
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I ... I don't quite understand.
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I'll be seventeen soon, so for me, this is the seventeenth spring.
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Paper Heron, how many springs have you seen?
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...
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I don't remember. You certainly ask tricky questions.
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Bray—
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| Not far away, the mule lifts its head, braying and running off as if it spots something.
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I'll go get it!
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No need to rush, eh? It won't get far.
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But ...
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It likely knows this area better than us. It'll come back if it wishes it.
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No, I made a promise. I have to keep it.
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What promise?
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When we met today, I said I would help you anytime you needed it.
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I wasn't sure how and when I would give it, but, at the very least, I can fetch your mule.
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My mule?
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| She looks up, surprised, propping herself on her elbow to better see Pip.
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Yes! The mule should go to the one who fixed the Qi flow, no, to the one who saved the tree.
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So it belongs to you now!
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Well, I suppose it'll give me a companion on my travels.
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He's a slow thing, but it's not as though you're in a hurry.
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| The sound of the mule's steps grows quieter with each passing second.
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I should go check on it. You stay here, alright? I'll be right back.
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Sure. You'd better be quick.
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| Paper Heron lays her head back down.
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| The rustling of the grass quiets, and the rays of sunlight feel warm on her skin. It's not long before she closes her eyes and drifts off to sleep.
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Seventeen ...
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The year I went down the mountain with Finch, I was seventeen then too, I think.
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...
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| A soft rustle from the bush rouses her attention.
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Bray.
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Hmm? You're back? Where's Pip?
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| She pats the mule's neck affectionately.
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| The mule ignores her instead, shaking its ears and walking over to the tree to munch on the new grass.
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Good timing. You can help me think ...
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How many springs have I seen?
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| How many springs have I seen?
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| The same spring breeze blows, the same vitalized grass sways, and the mule gives no answer.
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| Is it two hundred springs?
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| Twenty?
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| One?
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| ...
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| Or has she lost all her springs?
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| [visual: sun shines through thick, swaying leaves]
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Master, I thought long and hard on the matter yesterday. Please don't be too harsh with her.
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We will all leave one day.
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And when she does, she will walk a long, lonely road.
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...
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Don't make her loneliness any heavier to bear.
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| THE END.
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